Whoop-Dee-Doo. Nothing happened today. VERY BORING. hmm...but i did read samantha's blog at KnoteK. I liked the part about how she said that the day was "BORING and DUMB". And i liked how she said that LITTLE things add up and make u frustrated. HERE HERE~! Same with me. 4 Some reason when i got home 2 day i was like very EASILY annoyed 4 some reason. I dunno... i think the bordem just got to me. I guess i juss hella dislike having to go home with nothing to do? haha i dunno..its like...BORING! Oh well watever. But after awhile i started workin on my ghetto webpage i need to make 4 school. I guess that settled me down. hmm... a couple days ago i found out something very sadening. My grandmother (my dad's mother) is in the hospital.... the doctor says there is nothing more he can do 4 her... and that well...shes 90 years old.. and is pretty much dying as i type this. But im not gonna lie to myself or all of u people out there who are ACTUALLY reading this. I admit...that i am seriously not worried or bothered by it that much. YAH YAH i know..."shes's ur grandmother!"...but i never knew her...met her...seen her...talked to her.. EVER in my life. In a sense she is nothing but a stranger. And now tell me...do any of u out there cry because someone u didnt know died? If so then u must cry everyday. But still... the same blood that flows through her body is the same that flows through mine. its wierd. She is my family... and she is dying. But 4 the saddest reason i dont care that much. Am i heartless?? maybe. But how could i care 4 someone that ive never even met? ::sigh:: yup...another thing on my mind. heh...funny thing is...it will barely affect me. Weather it affects me or not though...grandma...my prayers are with u...
posted by Philip at 9:27 PM